01 January 2015 @ 02:27 pm
[Snowflake Challenge] - Day 1  
Day 1

In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.




I'm generally not a huge fan of my own writing and make it a point not to re-read what I've written once a fic has been posted. I know this leads to so many mistakes passing through.

The fics chosen below are all ones I'm sort of proud of writing; that not only helped me grow a little and improve my writing but were also fun to write. :) They might also kind of be my favorites.

snow Orchestra of Breathing
Ryan Ross/William Beckett | Spencer Smith/Jon Walker | Multiple Pairings
Drug Use | Growing Up | Model!AU | 26,000+
Bandom Big Bang Fic
Ryan Ross thought running away would solve all his problems, instead he finds himself more lost than ever with no clue about what he wants to do. A chance meeting at the bus stand leads one thing to another and gets him thrown headfirst into a world he has no idea about. Sadly, all that glitters is never gold and with even the people people around him now busy with their own lives, Ryan is finally, in a way, alone; taking decisions that will throw his life completely out of balance and make him go down a road he never thought he would.
Why this fic?
This is the longest fic I've written till date. It was written for Bandom Big Bang 2013 Wave 1.  Bandom was my first fandom, and I still ship Ryan Ross with almost everybody but I have a huge soft spot for Ryan/Spencer, and ever since I started reading fics and thinking about maybe writing one day I wanted to take part in BBB. It was a challenge, definitely, and I would love to change so many things about the fic - the pacing, the lead up to the end, the characters but I'm also quite content with how it is because of the amount of effort that went into it then. :)
I also really like  Ryan in this. ♥  And the platonic Pete&Ryan.

snow Motorcycles are for bad boys
Loki/Steve Rogers | (past) Loki/Tony Stark
AU : High School | Bad Boy!Steve | Smitten!Loki | 2400+
Loki couldn't just walk up to Steve Rogers, the hottest guy in school and ask him out. Loki never did the asking out, he was always the one who got asked out and this time would be no exception.
Why this fic?
Loki/Steve, man. I like rare pairings and I can totally see Loki/Steve happening for various reasons that I would love to go on and on about but I don't want to take up too much space here with my ramblings about my ships. ♥ I picked this 'cause it's such a light hearted fic and for some reason most of my Avenges fics have angst. Also Steve in a leather jacket on a bike. It was written for a prompt over on [community profile] norsekink that I fell in love with the moment I saw it. Now that I have re-read the fic, though, I need to start working on editing it because ugh, so many missing words and grammar mistakes! *hides in shame* Tbh, it was written in Feb last year and I have learnt so much since then so yeah.


snowA Dare is a Wish (your heart makes) - at fest | on Ao3.
For the 2014 fest at hd_cliche
EWE | Drinking Games | Minister for Magic!Harry | Leatherpants!Draco | 12,000+
Draco waits as Blaise takes his time, downing Pansy’s shot and leaning back in his chair with his arms crossed behind his head, "I dare you to seduce a man of my choosing."
"A dare, Blaise, really? Are we twelve again?" Draco smirks, ignoring the slight interest he feels in the dare. It has been quite a while since he last faced a challenge.
Why this fic?
I had so much fun writing this! Without a doubt one of the least stressful writing I've done. The plot was clear in my head, I knew how to start it and where I wanted to end it.♥ This might also be one of the only fics I don't think I want to change anything in. I'm very content with it and though, yes, ofcourse, I still have issued with certain parts but I know that's just me. I think this was also one of the few times where Harry and Draco's characters were not a problem for me; generally I spend most of the fic writing process worrying about their characterisation and wether I'm messing it up. :)
 
 
Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: Cue The Pulse to Begin
 
 
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akamine_chan[personal profile] akamine_chan on January 1st, 2015 01:33 pm (UTC)
I totally get not being able to reread your own fic. It took me about four years of constant writing before I was able to go back and reread my earlier stuff. I've finally gotten to the point where I like a lot of my writing, which makes me happy.

You'll get there.
panicparade[personal profile] panicparade on January 1st, 2015 02:13 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I try to make an effort but then all I end up doing is hating everything in the fic and vowing to never write again.

For what it's worth - I love your writing! The Sharpest Lies verse is one of my favorites! :)
akamine_chan[personal profile] akamine_chan on January 2nd, 2015 04:37 am (UTC)
*blushes* You're a sweetie.

I've been there - hating my fic and wanting to quit writing. What helps is practice. Write, write, write. I spent two years at a snippet writing comm, writing stories in <300 words to weekly prompts. Ask people for help, get constructive criticism. You will get better and you will gain confidence in your writing.
panicparade[personal profile] panicparade on January 2nd, 2015 03:03 pm (UTC)
Thank you, I'm definitely going to try and ask for more feedback and constructive criticism! It's just a little intimidating because everyone's so talented. :)
winterlover[personal profile] winterlover on January 1st, 2015 05:25 pm (UTC)
I have read and enjoyed "Orchestra Of Breathing".
But there are still so many fics I don't know yet.
Great! *bookmarks your website and AO3*
panicparade[personal profile] panicparade on January 2nd, 2015 02:59 pm (UTC)
*hugs you tightly* I'm excited everytime I meet someone who gave Orchestra of Breathing a chance because I know the pairings were so rare and not everyone's cup of tea. :)

I hope you enjoy the other fics too!